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You see, these 10-year-old studs will no longer feel bad that the “owner” never really had gotten the chance to wear it during an actual game. She allowed others to borrow it for some game but she never used it herself.
Not until September 19, 2010.
Oh yea, I was that girl. No longer a soccer-game virgin. I might not gotten a goal but I sure did use the ten-year-old studs.
One for the books, yo!
I will make this really brief. I just want to write about this. I mean, I just feel I need to.
Just lately, I asked God for something. He gave it to me a few hours later. I don’t think God misleads us, right?
So, yes. If this is what HE wants then by all means, I will embrace it - with all of my heart.
Thank you Jesus. I believe in you.
Yes I am.
This time, with XU’s College of Law.
Sey. :P
Will be talking more about school next time. I feel sleepy nah.
Laters.
Upside down, on the left side of my bed, I look at the moon reflecting on the glass of my window and I am looking through my spectacles that have scratches on it. Surreal- the moon. It’s past 1 in the morning but it still felt like it’s 10.
Urbandub’s Apparition is keeping me company for the past 30 minutes and now, as I am writing this very sentence, the EBTG playlist is on. I have always been a fan of shuffling but this time, I want it in a same-artist, same-sound, well-organized order.
This is what I am talking about. The inspiration to write. This, I am feeling, right now does not happen every single day and so I am savoring it as much as I could. I had to stop what I am currently doing since the moon or maybe the inspiration is too strong that it mesmerized me abruptly. That strong.
So let’s see where this “inspiration” would lead me.
Not because I am inspired to write doesn’t mean I have someone special right now. Or at least I don’t want to put it in that context. Inspiration comes in different perspective. It’s probably just the mood, or the timing or the darkness of this room and how sexy it matches the light on my laptop’s screen.
Quite dreamy. Quite SATC, Carrie Bradshow-like.
Seriously, I don’t know. As I try to look back at the moon right now. I could not find it.
But, wait.
Yes, for a minute, I had to stop writing since I went to the left side of the bed again, lying upside down and there, I’ve seen the blurry yet magical moon once again.
It’s telling me something. I know it does.
Well, truth of the matter, lately, I’ve never felt this grounded. I don’t know if this comes with the age. Or, well, probably from the ups and downs that goes around in a twentysomething’s life. It could be. But right now, other than being grounded, I am also being humbled by everything that surrounds me. They make me tick. They make me learn. They make me feel humane.
And just like the moon in my window, all I need to know is that it’s there and all I need to do is look at it in a different perspective to have a greater, clearer view of it.
Believe, that’s probably what the moon is telling me. :)
Three movies in one day: about the dog, a couple’s playlist and an NFL champ. And the last two, she seen both already but never really mind since both were worth watching for, again.
The afternoon rain, it made her feel needy, sleepy and lazy. It made her curl like a kitten but the dog story kept her awake. Initially, the dog plot made him feel reluctant to see the film but knowing she could not escape her power to convince, he finally gave in. The redness of his eyes showed how he tried to stop his tears from coming out.
REM at 11, he snores like that of an incoming train unmindful of the babies he might wake up.
Brawny shoulders to the rescue as Princess Aurora turned into an owl making “I can’t sleep until it gets 3AM” as a mantra as she plays a trial version of “Amazing Adventures Around the World” desperately looking for the stogie and the wishbone.
But then he became like a responsible parent just like any mothers would do as they try to put their baby back to sleep. With his warm hands continuously tapping her waist; eyes closed and with a little hum only the gods of humming could understand, she felt like it’s about to call it a night.
Once again, she’s at home, there, on that brawny tanned shoulders as every passing second feels like nothing has changed. They always keep finding each other along the way and would find one thousand and one excuses not to see the world except theirs.
Just a note to everyone.
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Thank you.